“Helping others was how I learned to help myself.” CARMEN
BACK IN 2002, I was having a really bad day, and I asked a friend to get coffee with me at
a diner. Instead, she told me she knew of a place where the coffee was always free – and that’s how I was introduced to CitiWide. On my first day, I met the Executive Director, and talked to my new case manager for 2 hours. Pretty soon, I got into my first training program at CitiWide, “Blunt Reality,” and after that, there was no stopping me. I’ve gone to ever possible training I could since!
CitiWide is great for people who may not be ready to stop using, but still need a place to get their stuff together, without being judged. People say that you can’t get clean at a harm reduction program, but I did; I haven’t used since August 15, 2002, when I was doing outreach as a peer worker. I was able to see myself in the participants I was meeting in the SROs - helping others was how I learned to help myself.
Now, I work as a Peer mainly in the Syringe Exchange Program, but I do a little bit of everything around here. The weekend program we just started is really great. Do you know how many times participants have begged me not to close on Saturdays? A lot people have nowhere else to go, especially if they’re homeless. Others would really like to learn how to make resumes, and develop interviewing skills [as part of the new Sunday program.]
What keeps me at CitiWide are the people and the environment – people here stick together as a team. The staff has also supported me in achieving my other goals, like getting laser eye surgery a couple months back. I was afraid, but people here helped me learn about the procedure, and promised to check up on me afterwards. Before I came to CitiWide, I was feeling really down on myself. Overall, being here has definitely transformed me into a much happier person.
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